Lil'B - Help Me...

Help Me...

Lil'B

Romaji by SnakeRoot
Translation by Kihana, with some revisions

Romaji

Help me don't touch me no more
Help me don't touch me

Tsumetai jibeta ni suwarikonde tameiki tsuku
Ikiba nante nai watashi ga tada koko ni iru
Kanashigena me de seken naname ni miru
Konna toko ni itai wake ja nai noni

Koke sou de... Naki sou de... Demo tsuyogatteru
Kurushinde... Samayotte... Ibasho wo sagashiteru
Soredemo ne watashi wa ne, kawarerunda yo ne?
Honto wa ne... Honto wa ne...
Kidzuite hoshii dake...

Help me
Don't touch me
Dakedo watashi ikiteiru
Help me
Don't touch me
I hate such me kawaritai
Help me (where is my place? Doko ni yukeba?)
Don't touch me (kamawanai de! Dakedo sabishikute?)
Help me (I don't know what to do. Nakitsukarete)
Don't touch me... (but help me...)

Koko ni ikiru jyudai no me-se-ji
Konna jidai dakara uketomete hoshii
Itsudatte kono genjitsu ni me wo sorasazu ni ikite kitanda massugu ni
Dokomademo tsudzuku owarinai kanashimi wa nai nano ni nukedasasenai
Sagasu deguchi hitogomi no naka de tada hitori sabishisa magirawashiteru
Owari ni shiyou konna itsuwari no game
Nukedasou saa mae he step by step
Yokei na mono wa subete nagesutete
Kaerou ka mahiru no sekai he
Ima ne, zero ni modoretara jibun wo aiseru ki ga surunda
My place soko ni modoretara hontou no jibun ni aeru ki ga suru
'Koko ni iru!' Tte sakebunda!

Ii nareta serifu 'daijoubu' 'heiki da yo'
Tachisaru senaka ni 'ikanai de' tte tsubuyaku
Nee... Kawaritai yo!
Nee... Koko ni iru yo!

Help me
Don't touch me
Dakedo watashi ikiteiru
Help me
Don't touch me
I hate such me kawaritai

English

Help me, don't touch me
Help me, don't touch me

I sigh as I sit down on the cold ground
I'm just sitting here because I've got nowhere else to go
My sad eyes see the world at a slanted angle
I don't want to be in a place like this

I'm about to fall...I'm about to cry...but I'm pretending to be strong
Suffering...wandering...looking for a place to go
Even so, I can change, right?
The truth is...the truth is...I just want someone to notice me

Help me
Don't touch me
But I’m still alive
Help me
Don't touch me
I hate such me, I want to change
Help me (where is my place? Where will I go?)
Don't touch me (Don't worry about me! But I'm lonely...)
Help me (I don't know what to do. I’m tired of crying)
Don't touch me... (but help me...)

The teenage message living here
I want you to hear it these days
I've always lived straightforwardly, without averting my eyes from reality
I know there's no sadness that spreads out everywhere with no end, but I can't escape mine
I'm just searching for a way out, alone in the crowd, hiding my loneliness
I'll end this fake game
And escape, move forward step by step
I'll throw away everything I don't need
And go back to the daylight world
I think if I can go back to square one now, I'll be able to love myself
I think if I can go back to my place, I'll find the real me
I'll yell out "I'm here!"

I've gotten used to saying "I'm OK" and "I'm fine"
As someone walks away, I whisper "Don't go"
Hey...I want to change!
Hey...I’m here!

Help me
Don't touch me
But I’m still alive
Help me
Don't touch me
I hate such me, I want to change