Romaji

Uso wo chiribameta rikou na serifu bakari
Ashi no fumi bamonai kurai ni korogatte iru
Ittai nani ni kono kata wo motare tara ii?
Heddofon de mimi wo fusai de aruite yuku
I can't get it. I can't believe it. Hitori de heiki
Dou ka leave me alone dono te mo tayore nakute
Nozondenai sonna'n ja nai nanika tarinai
Sabishige ni waratteru the girl is 15

Risou, genjitsu, mirai kono te ni nani ga aru?
Kitai suru tabi ni kizutsuku ki ga shiteta
Toozakaru senaka surinukeru yasashisa
Nee sono me wa donna watashi wo mite iru no?

I noticed sou tokku ni shitteta no
Ura to omote ga sonzai shiteru koto kurai
Migoto na majikku mo wo mitooshi
Taneakashi suru you na me tsuki
The girl is me kanari namaiki
Kawaranu tenshon ochitsuki sugi
Kidzukeba munashii maiban hitori naki
'Samishii' i can't say it sore ga watashi

Oto de kaki kesu kodoku-tachi ima sugu wasuretai
Nani ga watashi wo konna ni mo tsuyogaraseru?
Mada osanasa wo chiratsukaseta mama
Poketto ni namida to sakebi hisomase hitogomi he tokekomu
Don't talk to me, I don't care. Hitori ni shite
Dakara leave me alone ima wa umaku waraenai yo
Kakushitai konna moroi watashi miserenai
Boushi wo fukaku kaburu the girl is 15

Hikari, kage, kage to hi donna ni mayotte mo
Akenai yoru nantenai nanika ga kawatteru
Fuan, tomadoi ienai yowasa kakaete
Nee soredemo watashi, ima wo ikiteru kara

'Daijoubu' 'hitori de heiki'
Kidzukeba ii nareta serifu
Ienai 'i don't wanna be alone'
Ima sugu nukedashitai yo...

Koko ni itakunai
(Tsukare kireru made run away motto tooku he)
Hitori ja nemurenai
(Tadoritsuita basho, koko wa nobody)
Sonnani tsuyokunai
(Subete sarakedaseba namida afure)
Kore ijou kakusenai
('Tsuyoi ko' sonna beeru wo nugisutetai)

Tekitou ni aiso furimaku koto mo dekinai kokoro nashi ni ugokenai
Taikutsu sou ni nagameru tooku ni
Kasuka ni mieta konkyonai mirai
Utagau you na me jitsu wa fuan de
Yoru mo nemurenai hodo nayande
Night and day kono sora no hoshi hakanaku kanashii watashi ni nita hikari

Hikari, kage, kage to hi donna ni mayotte mo
Akenai yoru nante nai nanika ga kawatteru
Fuan, tomadoi ienai yowasa kakaete
Nee soredemo watashi, ima wo ikiteru kara

The girl is 15 (the girl is me)

English

Nothing but clever words full of lies
So many that I’ve got no room to step
What on earth should I lean on?
I walk on, blocking out the sound with my headphones
I can't get it. I can't believe it. I’m fine on my own
Please leave me alone, I can’t depend on anybody’s hand
I didn’t ask for this, not this, something’s missing
That girl with the lonely smile, the girl is 15

Ideals, reality, a future – what do I have in my hands?
I got the feeling that every time I got my hopes up I’d get hurt
A back growing further away, a kind touch
How do you see me?

I noticed, yeah, I already knew
There’s the surface and then there’s what’s underneath
And I know all about that incredible magic
Those discerning eyes
The girl is me, more than a little smart-mouthed
Never excited, too calm
I realise it’s empty and cry alone every night
I can’t say “I’m lonely” – that’s me

The sound wipes out my loneliness, I want to forget right now
What’s making me pretend to be strong so stubbornly?
My tears and screams still show a glimpse of my youthful innocence
I shove them into my pocket and blend into the crowd
Don't talk to me, I don't care. Leave me alone
Just leave me alone, I can’t smile properly right now
I want to hide it, I can't show this fragile side of me
That girl wearing her hat pulled down low, the girl is 15

Light, darkness, shadows and the sun, no matter how lost you are
There’s no night that won’t end, something’s changing
I carry all this anxiety, confusion and a weakness I can’t tell anyone about
But, see, I’m still living now

“I’m fine” “I’m fine on my own”
Before I knew it, I got used to saying that
I can’t say “I don’t wanna be alone”
I want to get out of here now...

I don’t want to be here
(I run away, far away, until I tire myself out)
I can’t sleep alone
(In this place I’ve found, I’m nobody here)
I’m not that strong
(When I lay everything bare, I can’t stop crying)
I can’t hide anymore
(I want to take off this “tough girl” veil)

I can’t act all nice randomly, I can’t do what isn’t in my heart
When I gazed off into the distance with a bored expression
I saw a faint, unreliable glimpse of a future
My eyes are distrusting, but the truth is that I’m anxious
I spend my nights worrying, unable to sleep
Night and day, the stars in the sky are fleeting and sad, like me

Light, darkness, shadows and the sun, no matter how lost you are
There’s no night that won’t end, something’s changing
I carry all this anxiety, confusion and a weakness I can’t tell anyone about
But, see, I’m still living now

The girl is 15 (the girl is me)