Lil'B - Memory

Memory

Lil'B

Romaji

'Arigatou' tte
'Arigatou' tte
Iu dake nano ni namida ga deru yo...
Hontou no ai ni deaeta kara
Kizutsuita kedo... Mayotta kedo...
Mou ii no! Anata ga iru kara
Ima subete shiawase ni kawaru yo

Ibasho wo sagashitetanda
Hitsuyou to sare takatta no
Arifureta machi no naka wa
Isshun no maboroshi bakari...
Kizutsuki yasui kokoro wa
Kusha kusha ni marumete shimae!
Mienai toko ni kakushite wasureteta noni (lost my heart)

Yoru ni nareba naiteta asa wa obieteta
Ushinai sou ni natteta yo ai mo yume mo

'Arigatou' tte
'Arigatou' tte
Iu dake nano ni namida ga deru yo...
Hontou no ai ni deaeta kara
Kizutsuita kedo... Mayotta kedo...
Mou ii no! Anata ga iru kara
Ima subete shiawase ni kawaru yo

I can trust nobody
Afureta tokai ima wa zenbu zatsuon
Mimi fusagu he-do fon
Traffic jam kousaten no vision
Subete machi no magic mayoikonda meiro
'Help me...' douse mite minu furi
Anata mo onaji?
Pure na me wo kakushi sangurasu goshi ni look
'Doko ni iku no?' Kikanai de yo!
Shiranai kuse ni my past and my future

Nee doushite wakatta no?
Kanpeki na tsukuri egao mo
Muimi na mono dato kidzuku
Sono me wa ittai nan nano?
'Kodomo ga otonabutteru namaiki na yatsu' to hohoemu
Anata ni deau mae ni wa modori takunai yo (lost my way)

'Ganbari sugiru natte!'
'Muri wa suru natte!'
Anata no me wa kanashige ni watashi wo miteta

'Sayonara' nante iwanai de
Douka zutto mimamotte ite hoshii
Tada hitori mikata de ite kureta
Ima mitai ni waraitai yo
Mujaki na egao de ari no mama wo
Taisetsu ni taisetsu ni suru kara

Me wo mireba wakaru
Hontou mo uso mo
Anata wa amari warawanai hito
Demo you taught to me honki no manazashi
Omoi no atsusa ni kokoro ga yureteta
Do you remember?
Watashi no naka de nanika ga kuzureta yoru
Giri giri no me-ru
Matte itaka no youni anata ga
Kaeshite kureta answer 'ai ni iku kara'

Zero ni natte shimattemo
Sou subete hanaretemo
Anata wa zutto kawarazu ni ite kureru?
Nagase nakatta namida ga
Kyuu ni komi ageru
Omoi dasu youni tomaranaku naru yo
Kanashii wake ja nai
Chigau yo... Tada atatakakute...

Wasurekaketa kokoro kara
Warau koto mo naku koto mo
Itsukara ari no mama ja irarenaku natta no?
Heya no naka de uzukumatte
Kodoku wo gomakasu ongaku wa mou nagarenai
Nukumori ga aru kara

'Arigatou' tte
'Arigatou' tte
Iu dake nano ni namida ga deru yo...
Hontou no ai ni deaeta kara
Kizutsuita kedo... Mayotta kedo...
Mou ii no! Anata ga iru kara
Ima subete shiawase ni kawaru yo

English

“Thank you”
“Thank you”
That’s all I’m saying, but I’m tearing up...
Because I’ve found real love
I’ve been hurt... I’ve been lost...
But not anymore! I’ve got you
And that turns everything into happiness

I was looking for a place to be
I wanted someone to need me
The ordinary city streets
Are a momentary dream...
I screwed up my fragile heart
Into a little ball
And shoved it out of sight and forgot about it (lost my heart)

But when the night came, I cried, afraid of the morning
I nearly lost my love and my dreams

I can trust nobody
The sprawling city is just noise to me now
I block it out with my headphones
Traffic jams, visions of crossings
It’s all part of the city’s magic, I’m lost in a maze
“Help me...” Everyone just pretends not to see
Is it the same for you?
I look out from the sunglasses that hide my pure eyes
Don’t ask me where I’m going!
I don’t even know my past and my future

Hey, how could you tell?
I had the perfect fake smile
But you could tell that it didn’t mean anything
What’s with that look?
You smile and say “You’re a kid pretending to be grown-up, what a smart-ass”
I don’t want to go back to how I was before I met you (lost my way)

“Don’t try too hard!”
“Don’t push yourself so hard!”
You looked at me sadly

Don’t say goodbye
I want you to protect me forever, please
You were the only person on my side
I want to keep smiling the way I am now
I’ll smile innocently and treasure myself
As I am

Your eyes show
All your truths and lies
You don’t smile much
But you showed me honest eyes
Your passionate gaze shook my heart up
Do you remember?
The night something crumbled inside me
I emailed you at short notice
But it was like you’d been waiting for me
You answered right away “I’m coming over”

Even if I end up back at square one
And lose everything else
Will you still be here, the same as always?
The tears I could never shed
Suddenly well up now
And fall without stopping, remembering everything
I’m not sad
It’s not that...I just feel so warm...

My heart had forgotten
How to smile, and how to cry
When did I become unable to be myself?
No longer will I crouch down in my room
Playing music to offset my loneliness
Because I have warmth now