Romaji

Shinjuku ni kamera ya san no kaidan wo orita saten wa
Jippo no abura to kuriimu anta no serifu ga kaotta
Itta desho? "ore wo koroshite"

Kyou wa tokubetsu ni waratte bakari no atashi wa choudo
Sakki ichido yume de shinda anta wo shikata naku aisu
Douka misutetari shinaide

Aratte kitte mizu no naka
Kokyuu kikan wa okasareru
Atashi ga kanzen ni kawaku no ima kichinto mitodokete
Migaite saite mizu no naka
Mujouryoku ni makasareru
Atashi ga kanzen ni toketara sugu kichinto meshiagare

Anta ga me no mae de taete oetsu wo tomerarenakatta
Nandaka ukiyo no subete koishikute koraenakatta
Anna yume wo misasenaide

Amai nioi ni yogosareta
Orusu ni natte ita shubi butai
Atashi ga kanzen ni kawaku no ima kichinto mitodokete
Akai uso ni yogosareta
Jibun de tsuite kizu wo mita
Atashi ga kanzen ni toketara sugu kichinto meshiagare

Taikutsu nante osorete inai
Doushite futari wa deatta?

English

At the teashop down the road from a camera shop in Shinjuku
Your words smelled of Zippo lighter fluid and cream
Didn’t you say “Kill me”?

Today, right after this special day when I couldn’t stop smiling
I dreamed that you died but I couldn’t stop loving you
Don’t overlook that

Washing myself well in the water
So hard it puts breathing organs at risk
Check I’ve completely dried myself
Scrubbing myself hard in the water
Giving in to weightlessness
When I’ve completely melted, eat me all up

You disappeared before my eyes and I couldn’t stop sobbing
I couldn’t stop missing that easy world
Don’t make me dream of things like that

The Defense Squad are away
Corrupted by a sweet smell
Check I’ve completely dried myself
I looked at the wounds I’d given myself
Corrupted by red lies
When I’ve completely melted, eat me all up

I’m not afraid of boredom
Why did we meet?